She

She, is so simple, so pure, so delicate, so divinely beautiful, so Serene ..................
ohhh God! She's gone. I don't know how the past 40 hrs had passed? Time appeared to have got some super speed and strength and traveled with infinite pace-leaping hours in seconds and dazs in minutes. And I'm trying to catch a few glimpses of her sometime here-sometime there.

Today, for first time I felt some closeness and a sense of understanding. Today for the first time I saw her being angry at me. May be its the occasion or something else AND may be not..........

I know I always cross the boundary of decency and do idiotic things, but how to cajole myself that that star is not mine is my problem? Her slenderness, her elegance, her poise, her cute smile, those squinted eyes, those sharp and thin curvilinear eyebrows, and complexion of an angel and now her pics which I had captured on the occasion have made a place very deep inside my heart.

So what if she is away from me? So what if I can’t talk to her? SO what if she didn’t like me?

Liking some one is a very strange human emotion. It really hurts and it hurts pretty badly. But still we do it everyday and day after day. Today after our small chat I was having very mixed feelings. Talking with her for 5-10 minutes is very good on one hand and also very sad as even 5-10 years are less for me ……

I am trying to adjust and to console myself but I know my efforts are all gonna be in vain. No matter how hard I try and suppress my feelings for her, I will never be able to cut her out of myself. It may be the last time I meet her but her reminiscence always gonna stay and be with me……

I have only my Best Wishes while biding adieu to her............