why??

What should I do?
How to know what to do?
How should I do it?
How to know what I like?
And dislike!.......................

Things are so messy….
Life is so sulky…

Y ‘m I so pissed off?
Y everything is falling apart?
Y there is only darkness?
What happened to all the light sources?
Why there is so much fear and weakness….
Y’m I here and what I m doing?
Things are so messy….
Life is so sulky…

Is there any hope?
Is there is any god?
Is there any solution?
Is there any end?
Things are so messy….
Life is so sulky…

Y is everyone angry at me?
Y I m angry at everyone?
Y there is so much pain and helplessness?
Y there is so much complications?
Is there any solution?
Life is so messy….
Life is so sulky…

Y even after trying so much I fail?
Y others succeed?
Y while others r having fun and I m miserable?
Y everyone have friends and I have none?
Y everywhere is joy and alacrity and I m suffering?
Things are so messy….
Life is so sulky…

Y everything is so pure?
Y I m so impure?
Y everyone is so rich?
Y I m so poor?
Y everyone is so satisfied and contend?
Y I m so unsatisfied?
Life is so messy….
Life is so sulky…

Y everyone’s doing so much?
Y everyone has something to do?
Y I m sitting alone and doing nothing?
Y I m so inactive?
What m I looking for?
Y there is no one to help?
Life is so messy….
Life is so sulky…

So where does all this end?
In this world or another?
Y I like this?
Y r others like this?
Will I be always like this?
Will others be always like this?
I want to cry….
I want to laugh…….
I want to enjoy……
I want to work……
I want to love….
I want to be loved……
I want to have passion…….
I want to have fun…….

Will I ever achieve this?????????