Motta

Well, what should I say about our “Motta”. Motta is a very sweet, innocent , calm person. Motta - as the name implies that she does not require much introduction about herself.

I first saw Motta during my first sem, in the lecture theater. I must admit I liked her in the very first moment I saw her She had an immense charm in her looks, a sense of contentment and happiness. She seems complete in her world. Her smooth and wheat -fair skin, her simple sense of dressing, her amazing poise , her childish smile( which appears too cute in her round face), her big and bright eyes exploring and admiring everything with joy and alacrity. Her shoulder height, jet black hair properly combed in a mix of traditional and trendy style, like a soothing gush of pleasant winds, her round figure like a tree completely green during a spring gave her an presence very difficult for anyone to resist. She is like a gold fish placed in an spherical aquarium – too sweet and astonishing. She is an extrovert, likes to have a lot of friends and enjoy being in groups and company of others.

Even though I liked her and wanted to have friendship with her, I hesitated and could not muster up the courage to talk to her. But God gave me a chance, here in DA-IICT we celebrate the Navrati festival in which all college students participate and enjoy dhandia( a Gujrati dance).So on that night I got the chance to talk to her and even dance with her. I must say those were very special moments of my college days. She was wearing a white suit and even though the stadium was lightened with many halogens, she had a spectacular glow of herself. We danced for around 15 minutes and I must agree i enjoyed it very much. Those few moments I must say totally isolated me from what else was happening on the festival. It was a mind blowing experience, having dance with the girl I like the most, was like a dream come true.

But I the most stupid and idiotic person in the world blown the only chance I had got. I don’t know why I didn’t talk to her after that night, so the matter ended there, but the crush was still living inside me. Nothing happens for the next 2 sems. In between I met with Aneez and we became very good friends, infact “langotiya yaar”. We used to share everything with each other. One day I came to know that Aneez also had the same feeling for Motta. So we both decide to woo her and a mild competition began in between Aneez and me. By that time I think Motta knew that I liked her and she has no idea who Aneez was. So I had an advantage. It was more of a fun time-pass to get some rest and to enjoy sometime out of our hectic college schedule.

One unintentional thing happened which was neither very pleasant nor very bad. Once myself, Simba and Aneez all three where in the lab building and Motta was also in the lab that time with her friends. At that time we were in very casual and relax mood and having a really nice time. The problem occurred when we start pointing towards Motta and tried to bully her, but our intention was never to hurt her. We were too busy with ourselves and Motta just came in from nowhere. I don’t know whether we were offensive or not, but I think we were. Also it might be our gestures that made her feel that we were making fun of her. Nothing happens then. After sometime I left the lab and went to my room. The real action began after that when one of her (Motta’s) friends came to Simba and asked him to have a word with her outside. Then she started with a voice and stance that made Simba pissed off. She scolded him, given Simba a nice lecture about manners and threatened Simba to behave himself and never dare to make fun of her friend again. All the time Simba tried his best to explain her but she just kept going on and on. I think the lecture went for around 20-30 minutes with Simba crying from her beatings. Aneez was also saved; she didn’t said anything to him. Why? I don’t know .This was a bit too much for Simba, in the first place if anyone was to be blamed for what happened it was me, as if I had not been there nothing would have happened. But my luck saved me.

So simba came and told me that all what had happened and man simba was very furious on me. We decided that if she got hurt we will apologies her tomorrow. I was a bit excited also because by this I got another chance to talk her again. So on the next day me and Simba said sorry to her outside the lecture theater and she said she didn’t mind. I wanted to stop her so that I can talk to her a bit more than “I m sorry”- “I m sorry”. But she was in a bit of hurry and left. Later that day I stopped her again in the canteen and apologized her and asked her for a walk. Walk in DA-IICT is very – very crucial for any relation ship to build. Personally I feel if a girl had a walk of the campus with a guy means the relationship is set. They are bounded by an invincible power, I think the soul of daiict which keep them together always.

But that fortune and good luck was not for me as I cannot complete the round with her. When we are half way of the campus few of her friends came and said, they had an urgent work with her and she had to go with them, and so she left. I thought k, if I can’t complete the round this time may be next time, atleast I got the feeling: she likes me or atleast she didn’t hates me. But here comes the twist in my story and for what she had done was too childish and immature. After 2 -3 days I was sitting in the canteen and Motta was also sitting the canteen.I was with some of my friends and Motta with hers. Some of them were guys also. I think she asked one of her favorite brothers about me and bingo – END OF STORY. That guy is an asshole and a pain in the ass. A 20 year jerk with a mentality of 12 years – 4^th class going student. I think he told to her innocent sister that how sinister I am - A useless guy who smokes and drinks in hostel, who uses filthy language and is unbearable. I think he declared me as the most corrupt guy in the institute. So with that she developed an image of me in her mind which she still carries with her always. Later that night I saw her in the canteen and was thinking of talking to her. Seeing me she rushed back to her hostel, totally avoiding and ignoring me. I also felt that she was afraid of me. Ok I m not the most intelligent guy in the institute but I get very well what her sprint meant. That was the limit for me and all my feelings for her got leaked out like air leaks out of a busty vehicle tyre.

I don’t know exactly what happened but I am pretty sure that the possibility of happening that or something like that is 99.99 %. I don’t understand how people can come to such preposterous conclusion without any thinking, without knowing the other person themselves. Thank God we are not together otherwise I would have beaten myself to death.